I know I have not posted for several days...let me just apologize about that.
These last few days have been...well, SCARY. For so many reasons.
I have not received a phone call or a letter AT ALL from Chris since he has been gone. Everyday at the same time I run to the mail box, and everyday I cry when its empty. I have NO IDEA how he is doing, whether he is doing great, or struggling to get by. I write him a letter every single day...and I have not received 1.
So you can imagine how stressed Ive been.
I found out that a friend from school was hit and killed while she was walking down the street. She was only 21.
RIP Ana.
To add to it, I've been having some severe "girly problems" and I have had to arrange an emergency doctors appointment for tomorrow to make sure that I am going to be OK.
HOWEVER, in order to arrange my appointment I had to drive an hour away to go to the nearest military installation and get my Military ID, just so that my appointment can be covered under TRICARE. To add to the inconvenience, Chris has ALL of our original documents with him at Basic. So I had to go to the SS office and get a temporary ss card to show them I am who I claim to be.
And all that was AFTER I spent the entire morning locating someone in my area that was both accepting new patients AND accepts TRICARE for this particular specialty.
Oh, and last but not least, I just found out that my aunt died today. She has been battling brain cancer for many months and passed away this morning. Her son (my cousin) who I am very close to just celebrated his birthday yesterday.... so the timing could not have been worse.
RIP Aunt Tanya.
PWHEW.
OK, rant over. Sorry about that. I am ok now. When it rains, it pours right?
Here's to hoping that I survive the rest of what this week might bring.